. .A*Babiee. .

dear oliver cast,

i wanna say thanks to ALL of you.  each and everyone of you made this show such a special experience for me and I just dont know what i would've done without you.  we had so many good times and im going to miss them all unti next year.  unless of course your a senior -  inwhich case i'll miss you almost more than the rest because i know that the chances are we may never meet again on stage or ever again for that matter.  wow thats kind of scary.  well thanks again. you guys have made this an experience that will never be forgotten and truley missed. 

-ali

dear skyler,

i know my message in your book and on your poster thanks you enough and spells out the good times we've had.  i wanna let you know that your message to me on my poster really meant a lot and i'll never forget the memories we made.  dont forget to visit and if you dont ill stalk you- haha you know i will.  you know the rest of what i have to say.  thanksagain for banging my pan and well, you know the rest ; )  i love you so much!

-ali

dear backstreet boys,

you are amazing.  i just came back from seeing you tonight and your concert was absolutely fabulous.  i cant wait to buy your CD and "incomplete" is just awesome!  Thanks for making a comeback - i was beginning to miss those boy bands : ) but then again weren't we all?

-ali

so my weekend was good.  oliver is done and im missing it greatly : ( but i dont think its the show im missing.  if you dont get it from the letters above, its the cast i miss more than anything.  who knew you could become so close witha group of kids who you were practically strangers to in the beginning?  its amazing..why is it that just when things get good they end?  : ( we will never know... its really unfair. 

well its my birthday right now at 1:16 as i update this entry.  im 15!!  yay.  So here i sit updating my live journal and listening to taking back sunday on my new ipod ; )  this is what my first hour and 16 minutes of 15ness are made up of?  whoa man, lame!  i'm out -this cant go on much longer.  im wasting my youthh!  = ) 

love hugs and kisses <3

"MINES A FINE... FINE LIFE..." indeed it is isnt it?  hm.. thanks for all of you who make it for me : )

Current Mood: BSB = LIFE! <3

Current Music: Fine Life (Reprise) - Oliver! = (

 so exhausted today.  but it was worth it because i made varsity soccer!  im so excited but the only problem is now the "real" work starts.  i mean, running has been challenging up to this point but knowing Owen and his Irish ways he will thikn of other ways to torture us with fitness.  we can only wait and see... 

aside from that i have loads of work to do so im going to go to that so i dont have to be up ALL night and only PART of the night instead.  i know eric i need to sleep but at this point im almost 100% nocturnal - why stop progress right?  well happy birthday taylorina even though its tomorrow.  at least you dont have a bio test on your birthday (ah-hem ms lees chapter 18/19 test on the 22nd aka my birthday!)  im wrapping your present = ) hope you like it.  and all you oliver kids out there i miss you and we have only been apart for one day ; ) of course absence makes the <3 grow fonder... hehe

no random quotes- i mean of course i have them but.. ill put them up a little later.  and if anyone has party pictures from the cast party on saturday can you send them to me somehow.  i really want to see them and put em on my profile : ) so - okay.  i think thats about it.   Kisses <3

Current Mood: Zzz... * exhausted

Current Music: Where is Love - Oliver!

sorry i havent updated in a while  - ive been really busy.  i still am so this will be a short update.  First of all soccer is going well ( ihope!) and cuts are tomorrow so we'll see how that goes.  but theres only 17 or 18 of us trying out to begin with so im not too sure they'll be many cuts - if  at all = ) so hopefully things go my way...

March 11th and 12th were the craziest and most fun nights of my life!  Friday night was an AMAZING opening night of Oliver and the diner was AMAZING after.  Skyler, Nicole, Linds, Susan, Paul and the rest of the cast it was awesome.  then me nicole kirbs and skyler stalked home some people to the samson house = ) funnnn.  then of course phil stalked us.. classic!  then on saturday was the "Unofficial" cast party at the samson's house - one word.  CRAZY AMAZING!  okay so two words.  omg, if those pictures ever surface skyler lol  crazy.  although the night ended on a bit of a sour note it was an amazing night.  but those 1  am get homes kinda get to you after a while so i was really tired today for our 3rd show. but we did amazing and those judges better think so too! theyd be crazy not to = )  so congrats to everyone in Oliver - we had amazing shows and even better crazier parties!  OLIVER CAST = LIFE!  oh and skyler, we are so dance move setters ; ) our chains rocked the hizouse!  sorry brenda, jess and sarah that im not nearly ghetto enough to crip w/ you grlies <3 lol ill practice. thanks to everyone for making my weekend so great.  Looking forward to next friday and saturday with you guys - nicole were so planning friday night! = ) making off the chain lol

alrite - well everyone check out my profile pictures [ lilbrat3229@aol.com if you didnt know]  they're getting updated a lot b/c new picutres keep comin up so keep a look out ; )  cant wait til those party pictures come out lol skyler.. we look crazyyyyy!  well guys back to work.  See you tomorrow <3

P.S I GOT BACKSTREET BOY TICKETS FOR MONDAY THE 21ST THE DAY BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY AND I CANT FUCKING WAIT.  ROBBIE WE'RE GOING TO HAVE SO MUCH FUN!  haha.  btw happy early five month to my baby <3

Current Mood: crazy - but not like saturday!

Current Music: Who Will Buy - Oliver (what else?!)

so the worst time for me to get sick would probably be this week - which makes sense as to why im feeling a lil sick.  classiclythis week is not only rehearsal madness for play but also my last training week for Varsity soccer, not to mention i have a global test coming up and another bio test to dread on Wednesday.  Ugh.  I have no time to get sick - which is why for ONCE snow had better be a convenience to me.  Just once.. c'mon pleaseeeee....* if it doesnt give us at least 2 hour delay tomorrow [and im hoping for the least ah-hem ms. lee] then i will just absolutely HATE SNOW FOREVER!!!!

also, today was very cute to see robbie and a certain someone ; ) haha lexi. 

Lexgirl66:  did ua sk robbie how ____ was haha
LiL bRaT3229:  haah yeah he was like nooo she wasnt on me - w/e i saw what i saw.
Lexgirl66:  loolz haha well wat u showed me she was on ahha

yes yes lexi.. we know the truth = /  i hope its not though!  shelbz dont even start.  well time for more joy - gotta finish bio so i can finish all my global review questions and the rest of this project, oh ya and math hw but theres free 5th for that and maybe ill end up at dance tonite - if i dont pass out from exhaustion first!  what am i still doing here?  gotta workkkkk * ali<3

...and i almost had you - but i guess that doesnt cut it.  almost loved you, i almost wished you wouldve loved me too! <'33

Note to self [or anyone who could possibly help me!]:  find someone in Chorus to teach sharp*s for the test friday.  if anyone reading this knows what im talking about PLEASE HELP!!!!

Current Mood: not feelin' too greatt..

Current Music: Almost - Bowling For Soup <3

boring day - so sad vacation is over.  = [ back to school.  thanks so much kim for tryin to get psyched about Hell Week =p  well doing some global work and then going to soccer tonite at 7 til 9:30.  

enjoy the Academy Awards tonite!  <3, Alz   

Current Mood: cranky! sry robbie <3

Current Music: in this diary - the ataris

so vacation is almost over and i realized one thing - vacations usually suck.  and ill do you one better - i figured out why they most always suck.  its because we feel that there is so much time to do something that the days we decide to do something people are still thinking there is time so they put it off and here we are - with 2 days left and these are the days we all want to decide its time to do something - but really there is no time!  if you understood that - wow - congrats.  you  need help : )  hehe.  just kidding.

SO anyway, Lindsay was the cool kid who did my quiz the other day and heres what Lil Smushy said:

Part 1:. --About Me & You--
My name: Aliiii Vitaliiii =)
Where did we meet?: In my driveway
Take a stab at my middle name: Marie
How long have you known me?: 4 years (seems like so much longer)
How well do you know me? (a lot, not so much, nothing): a lot
Do I smoke?: no
What’s my favourite color?: lots of colors...pink- traditionally =)
When you first saw me what was your first impression?: friendly
My age: 14
My birthday: march 22
My hair color: brown
My eye color: brown
Have you ever had a crush on me?: no hehe
Have you ever been jealous of me?: yes
What is one of my favorite things to do indoors?: eat nachoes (YUM)
Do you remember the first thing that I said to you when we first met?: "ill give you all the 411'
What's my favorite type of music?: alternative rock- TBS!
What's one of my favorite things to do outdoors?: soccer
Would you consider me a friend?: yes
Have you ever seen me cry?: yes
If there were a good nickname for me, what would it be?: "tory" lol ANDY <3
Are my parents still together?: yup    
Do I have a nice butt?: sexxii sexiii haha
If I had broccoli stuck in my teeth, would you tell me?: wouldnt happen you DONT eat brocolli lol
Do you love me?: <3 always
.:Part 2:. --Am I..--
Shy or Outgoing?: outgoing
Funny ((haha)) or Funny ((sarcastic))?: both
A rebel or do I follow the rules?: varies...
Preppy?: yes
Slutty?: ;)
Average?: above
Sporty?: yes
Punk?: w/ paper machetttee!! (they rule)
Hippie?: no
Glam?: yes
Snobby?: no (not to me, but to some un-named ppl...well thats a differnet story)
Quiet or Loud?: loud
Short or Tall?: short
Weird or Original?: both
Smart or Stupid?: smart
Boring or Fun: fun
Attractive or Unattractive?: "u r hott" - Patrick Starr
.:Part 3:. --Do You Think I'm...(yes, no or if something else .. say it)--
A psycho?: depends on the sugar level lol
Athletic?: yes
A nerd?: no
A slut?: no
Ghetto?: when we wanna be hah (such wannabes we are) =)
A bitch?: to some, but not all
Two-faced?: "we lived lies in school" lol - no
Obnoxious?: no
Immature?: only when we watch spongebob and thumbalina
Stubborn?: nah
.:Part 4:. --Just a Few More Questions--
Do you think I will get married?: yes
If you do .. who do you think I will marry?: one of the various loves, - some HOT guy from college
Who is/are my best friend(s)?: Robberto, Jakey (that rly freaky girl from across the street haha) many more
What song (if any) reminds you of me?: a lot
Do I remind you of any characters on tv?: .....think about that one
If you could rename me, what would my name be?: TORY ahhh
Have you ever had a dream about me?: ya, but we got drunk and died
What is a feature that you dislike about me?: SO DAMN HOTT (jk lol)
What is a feature that you like about me?: funny, nice etc.

So there it is.  Any other people who are bored enough to take it just post it as a comment on the journal.  Well, i might be going sledding on the Snat Trail with JAML so give me a call on my cellular if you want to talk.  Dinner tonite at Flames for Daddy's b*day with The Reids, Mommy, Daddy, sister and Robbie <3  L8rr Sk8rrr =]

Current Mood: global project drivn me crazy!

Current Music: Youve Got to Pick A Pocket Or Two - Oliver!

two words that i have realzed will come to ruin my life.  Play rehearsal - or to paraphrase them into one simple word Oliver!  having just heard that rehearsal all next week will be from 3 til 7 at night - except for tuesday when it will be 3 to 8 and on wednesday at 6 til 10.  great right?  oh and did i tell you - friday night it will be 3 til 10.  yes, seven hours.  i think in school we spend about 6 1/2 hours.. who's counting though?  well - heres to early social retirement, at least for a while. 

anyway - i cant wait until tomorrow to go sledding on the snat trail with JAMAL or at least JAML (alyssa might not attend).  Ryan might come but hes so cool that he might get to work instead ; )  but either way i cant wait!  we're going to make it over the brook this time- or get hypothermia trying!  yesssss...

to keep the thoughts flowing - my global project is killing me.  this is why i hate working with my friends - it always ends up being us at each others t hroats.  it happened at the beginning of the year and i think its happening again.  i mean, im not neglegent i promise im not - im just busy.  i care about the project honest i do - just not so much that iw ill sacrifice every non- Oliver! moment i have to run over to someone house and research Feudal Life or the Crusades.  i just will not.  needless to say i am upset that every time we try to get together and work i am told that it will involve more then 2 hours each time we meet.  my reply - bull shit.  in the nicest sense of those words it is.  i mean, we can be so productive in two hours that i dont understand why each of us must sacrifice more then 2 hours of our lives to this project.  if we each work on what we need tow ork on i dont see why we have to sit in a room and look over each others shoulders making sure our artciles and ads are uniform and conformed to what the others are doing.  isnt some of the point of this project to be outside the box and a little creative?  i thought so.  so here it goes - that is my lament on global project.  not angry or upset and anyone just upset at some of the ideas being thrown around because i feel like i would look bad because i dont have a lot of time to put towards this project.  yet, i do have all the stuff done that i need to get done and assign me more - ill do it and we'l put it together on sunday.  and sorry but i cant stay longer than 2 hours - i feel taht 12:30 til 2:30 will be more than enough.  whatever - im not looking to start something, so im sorry if it comes off that way.  stress just gets to me - 3rd week of the 3rd marking period is breakdown time and i do believe its comin on fasst - oh what is that?  next week?  indeed it will be.  joyous!

no random quotes to give.  back to work.  

<3, Alz  

Fagin:  Do i have the pleasure of your acquintance?  [Dodger gives him a wallet]    Lined?

Dodger:  Only the best! 

Current Mood: im kinda TO'ed... -Kip <3

Current Music: AM to PM - Christina Milian

So anyway, this week so far has been pretty relaxing.  i havent been rushing to finish any work just kinda getting it done a whatever pace i want - what a nice change.  i hung out with kira on (i think it was) monday and tuesday - it was awesome!  Robbie me and kira watched One Tree Hill then and (as usual) it was amazing.  Then play practice yesterday, today and tomorrow.  linds and sam - uh-hm my CRUSH! lol hhaa i heart him lol hayley.  skyler that story was amazing about the lion hunting pansy - cant wait til next story time!  well - im goin to finish the bio questions that i have been slowly working on all week - and then ill hopefully get some articles done for my global project.  fun.  well ill leave you all with the song lyrics ive  been singing since friday of last week.  sam knows all about it - but its kinda inevitable considering ive listened to Oliver! songs being song for the better part of mydays over the past few months.

As long as he needs me Oh, yes...he does need me
In spite of what you see I'm sure that he needs me
Who else would love him still? When they've been used so ill
He knows I always will As long as he needs me
I miss him so much When he is gone
But when he's near me I don't let on
The way I feel inside The love I have to hide
The HELL...I've got my pride
As long as he needs me                                                                                                                          He doesn't say the things he should  He acts the way he thinks he should
But all the same I'll play this game his way 
As long as he needs me I know where I must be
I'll cling on steadfastly As long as he needs me
As long as life is long I'll love him, right or wrong
And somehow, I'll be strong But someone else needs me
A child with no one to take his part

I'll take his part Bill, but cross my heart...

i wont betray your trust, though people say i must

ive got to stay true just... as long as he needs me <3                                                                                                                                        

Happy Birthday Sam - 13 my lil' youngen <3  Call me up to hang out this weekend.. -Alz 

Current Mood: *yawn*

Current Music: As Long As He Needs Me - Oliver! (still singing it sam..)

and so here we are again - another February break and yet nothing to do but break.  which in a way is a good thing becuase "breaking" could mean doing nothing yet i feel that if you have nothing to do you should fill your time with something... but that wouldn tbe breaking then.  *shrug* whatever..

so friday was funn - me and linds went to see Hitch and i of course had play practice before that until 6. Fortuneatly i got to leave early for the spectacular reason of getting my bottom braces off - yayyyY!  ; ) finally.  anyway, we saw kira there goin to see the heffalump movie and then we saw roddie and micando (dont know how to spell- sorry!) and then brian, sebby, bekz, alexa, kenny, jesse and.. i believe thats it - at least thats all we saw.  then saturday i went shopping w/ my mommie [<3] at Out of the Blue and i got a really cute top from rebecca beason and then a green terry bathing suit - the juicy doggie on it is sooo cute ; )  cant wait to wear it, but first gotta start working on those absss!  and today i have tennis at 3 until 4 and then i have soccer from 6:30 to about 9:30 in armonk - were playing 2 games tonite.. joy! :/ kinda.  maybe kira will come back over aftr and we can chill for a bit but i think i might have to actually ask her in order for that to happen.  well tahts the game plan - as of now im doing some bio questions and am (as usual) totally and completely confuzzled.  So heres some random quotes - ill update later this week but untl then these will hav to get you through...

Monday, February 14,2005 (VALENTINES DAY!<3) , Mr. Chervin period 7:  "If you were to sticka spoon into your brain you wouldnt feel it.."  Um - thats all well and good but my question is - how do you know that? : / weirdd..

Wednesday, February 16, 205, Gabe, period 8 (before eye disection):  "so its [the eye] is like a ball - *pause* - I'm going to throw it at someone!"  Jamie:  *whimper whimper*  haah ; )

Thursday, February 17, 2005, Gabe, period 7 (told you that youd have a lot this time!):  "your born with a skill for erasing.. a lot of people dont have that!" 

Thursday, February 17, 2005, Charles and Ali (me!), period 7:  "Eye excercise!"  our workout is sickkk! fat cookie <3rs til the end.

Thursday, February 17, 2005, Josh S, period 3:  [on why the drinking age is what it is today] "Mrs Carnahan, is this because our country is run by prudes and rednecks?"  haha what a great conversation!

Friday, February 18, 2005, Taylor, period 2:  "I'm like a pregnant woman, I just get urges for food!"  haha wait til you think your menopausal - i did at the beginning of the year but then realized i cant be at age 14 lol hot flashes!? haha

Friday, February 18, 2005, Gabe, period 7:  [after attempting to redo his amazing "pen/binder trick"] "Ow!  dont try the pen thing... now you see the true dangers of binders."

Friday, February 18, 2005, BLSU assembly (Barber shop skit), period 4:  (someone has to help me fine tune this one because i dont remember it word for word - probably because i was laughing too hard!)  "yeah, not like rob siebert..." i just remember those few words.  Someone comment and help me fix it - i only remember it was the funniest thing ive heard in a while and deserved mention - even if it was incorrect.  this is one you DEFINETLY had to be there for.  haha Robbie <3

well i think thats enough - last week was pretty random : )  haha.  Miss Lyss hope all is well - i <3 you. 

Call me if you want to hang out over break... ill be around =)  kissessssss... Al<3

Current Mood: pixie stix rock! [hyperr!]

Current Music: American Folk Song- American Dreams

and quickly - the entry before this isnt about anyone cheating on me.  id just like to say - it has nothing to do with that. 

Note to self:  no more Kate Spade perfume for me..

<'33

And your not the good kind...

no your not the good kind.

im tired of hiding behind these eyes

im tired of this smile that even i dont recognize.

did you know i cried?

did you know i died?

did you know i cried?

and its not the good kind.

Current Mood: disappointment runs deep..

Current Music: The Good Kind - The Wreckers

i wish i could say today was great.  i mean valentines day and all but i cant.  looking back - it kinda sucked.  and no this isnt about presents - firs toff, im soo happy with what i got and second, i dont care.  its about something i learned today. 

Here it is:  sometimes you make people out in your mind to be amazing and perfect.  you look past their imperfections - aand any imperfections that you do see, you imagine them away.  i guess i did that with you. i mean, you were so perfect to me - in so many ways you still are- but i just cant look at you the same way and know that you didnt tell me about this.  

im not going into specifics.  i just learned today something im sure everyone will learn in time.

so happy valentines day.  hope yours was better then mine..<'3

I'll end with not a random quote - but a quote from Brooke on One Tree Hill:    "I thought I knew you, but I guess its easier to see what we want"  Goodnight everyone.

Current Mood: do i wish i hadnt known?

Current Music: I'll Be - even though it was "your" song.. =*[

 so its sunday again.  to quote Avril -"Mondays coming the day i hate - haateeee"  Whatever.  So friday was fun - first id like to say taht Alyssa, Brianna, Savina and Maddie did a FABULUSZ job with the dance.  : ) Great job girls- I am so proud of you.  After that i went back to Robbies house and hung out with Craig, Robbie,and both of their parents.  haha.  IT was fun though.  THe finger game and the white sticky stuff lol Robbie and Craig.  Then saturday sucked to begin with because ihad play practice from 9:30 til 3:00 and then robbie and i got in a bit of an argument because .. well i wont go into it.  Yes Gabe, another fight hehe. So last night me and Jake watched Season 1 of the OC - and i LOVE IT.  Ben Mackenzie is my LIFE.  wow.  and of course adam brody (aka the "white knight" seth cohen) is amazing.  I have a new obsession - OCd ; ) hehe.  But of course, One Tree Hill will always be my love.  I mean, c'mon Tyler Hilton AND Chad?  Please.  Its all just too good.  Wow, pop culture has taken over my life.  Aw well - things happen.  So Jake - thanks for the 3-4 hour marathon and introducing me to the Orange County.  Next week same time sound good? : )  

So today is kind of a busy day.  Thankfully my tutor couldn't come so i dont have ot worry about that- but i have tennis at three o clock : p (JoY! not) and then soccer tonight at 8.  Plus homework and i want to see robbie  - so i might go over and we'll watch One Tree Hill Season 1.  I told you pop culture TV shows took over my life this weekend.    Oh - so before i forget i had another revelation in Biology yesterday.  taylor - you'll like this one.  Here goes...

Revelation of Friday, Feb 11, 2005:  Ms. Lee is mean again.  All over a seat?  Come on.  I mean guys, did it really matter that i was sitting in Evans seat?  Please.  The revelation continued to me thinking that... Id eat a brain to get an A+ in Biology and over a 95% on the REgents.  I then tossed that thought over in my own brain and realized i probably wouldnt be around long after ingesting the brain to see that my wishes were followed through.  On the topic of death - I will NEVER donate my organs.  "I want to decompose myself."  I do not with to have an autopsy done of me if i die of weird causes (knowing me i probably will so leave my head alone!) and i do not wish to be cremated.  I know im hot but honestly - you dont just set people on fire ; ) hehe just kidding. 

And yes, of course.  Heres some random quotes...

Aaron (making his solo debut into the album of random quotes), February 11, 2005, period 7 - Bio: I didnt like that gerbil.  It bit my finger.  *silence* ..it had to die.  Ms. Lee (sarcastically) - so you had nothing to do with the death.

Paul, February 11, 2005, period 7 - Bio (where else?):   (To Ms. Lee) Yo, when you came in as a witch, I thought.. wow that was perfect.  Oh paul.. hehe.  And now lets go back to a last quote froma very long time ago - like '04.  : ) 

Smush (Poochie, Lindsay), November 17, 2004, Leadership (before school):  POWER HUNGRY!  haha..good times <3 you!

Well - back to work - more soon. 

Current Mood: : ) content.

Current Music: When the Stars Go Blue - TYler Hilton and Bethany Joy Lenz

 ..and here is the reason i hate snow.  or here are a few reasons:  1.  It never comes when it should - and always comes when you dont want it.  Example- a few weeks back it was supposed to snow all week.  Did it?  Yes, but did it snow during the WEEK?  Nope.  Of course not.  SO all of us kids stayed up a lil later thinking "hey 2 hr delay? or maybe no school!"  no.  didnt happen.  instead it snowed on a SATURDAY AFTERNOON/NIGHT!  Perfect. 

Reason 2.  Its wet and makes your shoes a mess if you have to walk in it.

Reason 3.  It didnt know last night.  IT didnt snow this morning.  There was no early dismissal and therefore i had gym AND my double bio period.  Fab-u-lus!

Reason 4.  It is an inconvenience.  Thats it.  Nicholas - we're writing a letter about this too. : ) 

Anyway, now that my snow "lament" is finished...today was an okay day until after school.  I mean, im not going to really go into it but the end result is that robbie was really mean.  Tay, say what you want but this time it was bad.  Like - he told me to "shut the fuck up" all because i tried to help h im remember what time his physical therapy was.  And then he made me feel bad about needing a ride home -but he tol dme he could give me one.  : (  Becca knows the deal here.  I felt really bad.  I love my babie, im just really mad at him right now. He said it himself - he had no right to be yelling at me and that i was just trying to help.  I dont understand.. : ( whatever - whatever happens happens.  I'm sure it will all be fine tomorrow.  We usually dont fight for too long.  : /

Well, i have to do biology hw and some global tonight.  And taylor - sorry bout you getting punched out today by ms lee ; )  what an example - a lil blonde!  has she no heart?  hehe just kidding taylorine - i <3 you.  well, ill give a random quote and a very odd revelation and then off to work.  Here it is.  First my revelation of the day. 

it was in bio - when i had just finished my "coming out" (no im not alesbian, sorry guys ; )) about my live [journal] and letting the world know "hey, im a loser who takes down funny things people say and posts it online for my friends to read! Oh yeah and no im not 5 years old - im 14.  FOoled you didnt i?"  Its like - wow.  ANyway, that wasn't my revelation.  This is:  That Ms. Lee isnt that bad - its the material taht she has to teach.  I mean, dont get me wrong - she has her moments but i think i seriously misjudged her.  Sure, she can be monotonous and kinda boring - but its not her thats boring..its the stuff she has to teach.  i mean when you have to spend your time deciphering proteins w/ people at some college - yo umight get pretty cranky and bored too.  Which probably will reflect in your work - leading to impossible quizzes and want of vengeace to the world that put you in the place you are in now.  personally, i dont think she has it that bad.  Anyway, the revelation continued when she was really nice to me at that "Outdoor Education" thing AKA separate you from all your friends and make it the most awkward day EVER.  She knew i was unhappy with my group yet still tried to make it fun for me - i mean, she let me lead her in the rain through rocks, woods, branches, thorns, which under any other kid's control she could've easily been run into - and i dont mean by accident.  i dont know - maybe theres more to ms. lee then any of us thought.  i think we may have underestimated her.  and dotn get me wrong - im not pro-bio teacher from hell - no way.  i mjust saying - maybe she's more multi dimensional then we think to look at.  oh synapse - that was deep ; )  props to whoever came up with that one.

Okay and the random quote:  this is from October 20th, 2004 (october is the 10th month right?)  from Paul, period 6 (English w/ Durkin):  Paul:  Well, its like the Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe, i mean obviously the lion isnt Jesus because Jesus wasn't furry but...  Oh Paul, the tangents you go on.  looking back on that day - no body ever understood how you went from relating Zoroff in the Most Dangerous Game to the Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe to Jesus and his un-furryness, but hey- whateverhelps you sleep at night : ) 

Well - i'll writ emore later.  <3  Ali

Current Mood: :*[ so sad...

Current Music: Before I Go - Unwritten Law

Just had to say - W!SH FOR SNOWWWW!  this coming from me is a big deal - i mean, i hate snow and i want it to snow tomorrow.  preferably - early dismissal would be best.  yes, pray for early dismissal due to snow taht will begin at approximately 8 am and continue LIGHTLY throughout the day - scaring them enough to make them THINK it will snow "bad" but realy - it will be like that other day when we got out and didnt have any snow.  Oh JAMAL- what a day that was.  hehe : )  <33

Current Mood: go!nN crAyZiEe..

Current Music: Crazy - Britney Spears (oldies but goodies ; ))

what a day.  first of all id like to say that i give up with dance.  I mean, intermediate cant mean that much and as badly as i wanted to be in it - at this point im not going to let her hold it over my head.  i hate when people do that - especially if its a teacher. isnt there something to be said against that?  i mean - teachers cant do that - isnt that blackmail or something?  whatever.  on the subject of teachers- mr durkin told me today that i was "a great writer" and that i should "enter some of my writing in the lit. magazine at school or submit to a contest"  good idea?  who knows.  i mean thats nice of him - really it is.  and i was flattered considering i thought he was going to tell me to see the guidance counselor because all my stories are depressing and not very happy (hey, they mean the same thing dont they? hm anyway!)  so im not sure if ill do that.  give me feedback - advice would be nice!  hey, i rhymed ; )  so comment on that.

Oh and there have been high demands for some Random Quotes - especially one by Gabe - so here goes.. jump right in! : )

First- my epiphany of the day on February 8, 2005 in biology - charles may hav been the only one who heard me and thought about it but... here it is:  Powerpuff Girls dont have noses! I mean, think about it!  They have huge eyes (pink, green, or blu eto be exact) and cute lil mouths but no noses!  thats deep man...

Okay - Quote 2.  This is a flashback memory - Gabe and Taylor November (is that the 11th month?) 24, 2004 - french class period 2.  Background:  we were playing a game where you cant talk.  Gabe was the "teacher" in a sense. whoa - scary.  Taylor:  J'ai gagner! [for the non-french speaking it means I have won!/ I win!]  Gabe:  Disqualified!  Taylor:  What!? I won!  Gabe:  Oh.. you won.  STICKERS!  haha.  good times. 

Now the quote that has been in high demand since its "birth" on February 8th, 2005 in the only class where something as funny and random as this could be said - period 8 bio!  This is and will be one of Gabe's most famed quotes of the year - just wait.  here it is!  Gabe:  I got a lil' Chinese in me.  I have a cousin who lives in China, in Tokyo, on the Huang He.  Haha.  Apparently it was funny because Tokyo is in Japan : )  i thought iwas funny b/c of the "lil chinese" part haha evan.  Oh Gabe..  China and  breast feeding?  hah when will you learn!? 

Okay, and i think one more will do it.  Then time for more biology hw.  At least the class yields some form of happiness - the incredibly dumb things people say while being tortured during the evil women's (Ms. lee's) heartwrenching course of doom (bio).  Welll - last one for today:   A major flashback - on the original page of my Random Quotes Book in my agenda - wow, first page too.  way back - in the archives ; )  December 14th, 2004 Paul and Charles, period 7 (Bio)  Charles:  So hyrda just sit there and eat?  Paul:  Thats what we do.  Haha so true.  Speaking of eating dinner is almost ready and I still have bio hw to do. 

Lastly - ONE TREE HILL IS AMAZING.  Lish:  our talk last nite was sick.  im still torn though at whether or not i want nathan and hayley back together or if i want her to stay with the amazing Chris (Tyler Hilton).  I mean, he sings AND plays guitar- thats sooo hot : )  Well, someone try to prove to me that she should stay with Nathan because thats what all of you seem to tell me should be happening. Until then - SMILE!  Especially because its AZURES BDAY!  I LOVE YOU SWEETIE and your REALLY HOT!   <33

Current Mood: nerdy! -00- glasses? see? haha

Current Music: Inside Out (Bouncing Off the Ceiling) - A*Teens (they rock!)

Hey!  haven't written in a few days.  I'll start with my Friday night, went to the basketball game on friday night but couldn't stand to be in there and actually watch so i  sat outside with robbie, ryan, greg o., paul, nick, nathan, darren and the rest of the varsity football team "venders".  Apparently in Nathan's forecast it was supposed to rain all weekend (hint: Buy and umbrella!)  And Ryan - no hitting on Danielle's mom, even if you did put your number really big on your face.. SHES MARRIED ; ) sorry love.  Then went back to tay's house after the game with linds, megan, and hannah and we had really really yummy pizza : )  then got dressed ("punk" stylee ; ))  and went to the concert to see Oblio, PAPER MACHETTE, and Wastebasket Brothers.  "Drummers are hot!" lol  "Rob Smith is my lifeee!"   haha taylor.. they were all really good.  Um molly - you sweat him soo bad ; )          well.. more later.

Oh - quote really fast.  From friday:  lindsay and taylor - period 2::  "hey [Chambord] it has a 7 car garage!"  "Um, this is in french" haha : )  More to come after Extreme Chair Jumping at 8 tonite < 3

Current Mood: crEat!vEe. <3

Current Music: Save Me - Unwritten Law

so today was terrible.  lexi i was right..i didnt get into intermediate.  no gasps please - save them for me.  not to be conceited but im surprised.  not because i think im good - by no means is that true, but because i did everything that woman told me to.  be quite/dont talk - okay did that.  try to accept that there is going to be some ballet - okay did that too.  take ballet classes asap - was going to do that but its worthless now because im not in.  whatever.  and what does 2nd on the waiting list mean!?  and dont ask me whos first because i dont even wanna know.  and alexa thank you for being a sweetie and saying you would give up your spot for me - thanks! <3  except - i dont wanna get in on someone elses "ticket" so to speak.  i mean, i wanna be good enough.  *sigh* guess we'll have to see what comes next.

anyway, aside from being excluded from one of the only classes i wanted to take - no rephrase: possibly the only class i WANT to take, i also got my bio midterm back.  yeah - feel free to be apprehensive, but ill cut the suspense short.  76.52% but it rounds so 77%.  Great right?  heres to studying for hours on end, ey?  im not gonna talk about this test - its just retarded and my least favorite class ever.  and oh such a tease - just when i think im doing better..well, you know the story.  taylor - sorry to you too.  : [ we'll show her somehow darling.  til then...

BATTLE OF THE BANDS!  yay!  its tomorrow [friday, feb. 4, 2005] and i am soo pysched!  = ]  paul is going to be amazing along w/ taylors HOT HOT HOT brother.  haha - well good luck to everyone performing there, and robbie i'll take pixx of my outfit ; ) haha.  lauren - hope you end up coming, if you dont we still have to chill! <3  tay, cant wait to do you hair,makeup, outfit and make you all "punked" out =] haha babie.

id liek to end by saying "our town is so boring we just go to sporting events and simmer like pots."  what an amazing compilation of ideas.  taylor, linds and megan - so true.  but then again taylor - "im not pot, i dont simmer like that!" haha.  well kids, we lost so it doesn't matter.  way to be optimistic right!  haah..well im going to go finish my green apple lollie and do some biology homework.  catch everyone later <3

p.s  Auto response from LiL bRaT3229: fxck mrs r nd lards. so pissed - cell. </font>

 Jetergirl257:  i second that! 

Current Mood: p!sSeDd ofF..

Current Music: Slow Dance On the Inside- TBS

so right now im talking to robbie now - hes arguing with me about the fact that i dont like to hear people talk about drinking and he categorized me as "one of those people" who talks about things they dont even know.  whatever..people are blind to facts.  i guess i am too.  i just find it funny how someone as amazing as robbie doesn't get that i HATE knowing that hes out getting really wrecked with his friends - idk why it just gets me upset.  not tears upset just...pissed i guess.  and he justifies it by saying "well its not like i do drugs"  so what!?  like honestly, not to sound like a girl trying to be that girl that thinks she is too good b/c she doesnt do anythinig bad but honestly, its retarded.  idk.. i just hate when he does that.  so i guess we're in a bit of a tiff now : ( 

well, dance tonight.  dont know if im in the mood to pull one of my Americans Funniest Home Video moments tonight..we'll see. Ryan, manda, katelynn and the crew ; )  see you all tonight.  Back to homework now...

<'33 ali

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Current Music: Taking Back Sunday <3